Hindi ko mawari ang nasa sa loobin ko. sari-saring sentimyento na bumabagabog sa utak ko — parang isang daan lamok lumilipad, walang kasing ingay. Nakakabalisa! At wala ka rin magawa kasi hindi naman lahat ng bagay ay may solusyon o agad agad malulutasan lalo na kung ang problema ay tungkol sa pag-ibig. Pilitin mo man dun din ang bagsak. Tama nga nanay ko na mahirap kalimutan ang kaunaunahang lalake sa buhay mo. Mahirap talikuran. Tumakbo man, tumatakbo pa-ikot pabalik sa kanya. Anak nang tinapa!
Filed under: kagaguhan, sweat|blood|tears , emo, tagalog
he has a way of making me smile. let me rephrase that: he has a way of making my heart smile. he does it so effortlessly. i’m not hard to please. mababaw lang ang kaligayahan ko. nowadays most guys lack the effort, they do something cheesy, or show-off. somewhere in between sincerity gets lost. but he and i just jive. a spark that can’t be faked. the wonderful thing about what we have is that it’s strictly platonic. if i had my way it wouldn’t be. hahahaha. we are thousands of miles away from each other. it’s not that i want him to be my boyfriend because it’s not even about that. i’m not quite sure if the dynamic we do have when we chat will be the same in person. i just like having him around. sometimes when i’m sad, i would just read our convos. it cracks me up late night kulitans…
him: well im gonna log in wid my fone again so if you get the urge or if you just miss me you can holler
me: hahahaha. k if i miss u.
him: if
me: hahaha.
him: ayt im outta here
me: k log in to ur phone na
him: wow you mis me already?
Filed under: kagaguhan, one of those moments
