i have never looked forward to anything or anyone more and the possibilities that it holds than him and the future it seems to promise. it sounds absurd and even insane to feel that way about a certain someone that you have just met. but it is a feeling that i rarely encounter and a feeling that not even my wild imaginings can fabricate. it is the feeling of calm excitement that stirs my insides, the glow in my eyes -steady gleam that radiates- as i stare at my ceiling cracks with amazement. i lay there in my bed, in what seemed like clouds, wondering, mind-wandering, awed and wowed. it was the kind of conversation that signal familiarity. “what was that all about?”, i kept saying. it left me breathless. i was speechless. it took awhile for the glow to subside. it was in the wee hours of the morning, aurora’s light appeared. the final flicker of eros’ ember waned and finally i slept, with a smile on my face.
it is inconceivable to think of the possibilities. but it is a farfetched dream that i wouldn’t mind dwelling in at all. i’m a damn fool.
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